I am in such a nerve-wracked state, I cannot concentrate. And its not even about school!
Over the past few weeks, I applied to two different internships. One, with Verizon Wireless. It was forwarded to me by the Director of HR at my dad's company. I sent an email, set up a phone interview (which was hardcore intense!), and then waited.
In this waiting period, I was in touch with a family friend about a potential internship with his company, Aon Consulting. He said he would forward my resume to their HR department in Chicago. She emailed me and we set up a phone interview for that Thursday.
Of course, that Wednesday, I got a call from Verizon, telling me I got the internship. The one-person internship. At Verizon Wireless. I still don't get how I got it! I said yes, and had to take the drug test, which I learned today that
I passed. Yay!
However, here's the deal. The Verizon internship would take place in Orangeburg, NY. Which is 20 miles north of the city. I would have to take the subway to the train, take a train to a town near Orangeburg, and then catch a taxi to Verizon. That's alot of travel to do twice a day. Considering I would have to be there by 8.
Sooooo, I called Aon, and let them know that I got the other offer, and asked about the likelihood of receiving an internship with them. She informed me that she would find out and let me know as soon as possible.
And now, I wait. Knowing that, if Aon accepts me, I have to call Verizon and tell them that, sorry, I am backing out about a week after I said yes. And about two weeks before the internship would start. This is NOT a conversation I want to have. I am so nervous right now, I don't know what to do. I have an exam tomorrow, and I haven't started studying because I can't focus.
I need to calm down. Why is everything so difficult???