well, i want to follow-up on that last entry. i feel alot better now. I was debating over whether or not to delete it, but i realized that they were my feelings at the time and that I shouldn't be embarrassed or ashamed of them. so yea.
i feel like i have to much to lose by transferring, and that it would be alot of work and loss with no guarantee of a benefit. i don't know. maybe one of these days i will bring it up with my parents, and get their reactions and opinions. because they are kinda invested in this school too (i.e. house, tuition, my happiness...). so yea, i don't know. this also caused me to think about where i would consider transferring to. i thought of UVa, because that was where i really wanted to go (i was ED there...obvi didn't get in, but that means nothing!). Its alot bigger, which surprisingly, i think i would like better. plus, charlottesville is supposed to be an awesome college town. then, theres Georgetown. kind of a dream school in that i find it to be the perfect mix of campus and city schools. same size school, but with more opportunities (i.e. all of Washington, DC, and plenty of other colleges nearby), i think it would be better.
HOWEVER, it prob won't happen, cuz i am lazy and afraid of change. eh...
but yes, much better now. Emily (who i haven't talked to in foreva) and I spontaneously decided to have a dinner date and see Annie at Chili's and it was awesome to go out and get out and have plans. it was nice to catch up. tonight, i have no idea. possibly Planet Fabulous? we'll see. probably gonna wait for Anne to get back to figure that out.
god i still need to do my acting journals. i could prob get them done in an hour if i would sit down and freakin DO it, but that won't happen cuz, ya know, the internet also lives in my laptop.
god ive been posting alot. its nice though, to know that i can through my thoughts out there without intentionally burdening someone with them. and people can respond if they want...hint hint!!!
so yea, thats life now.
oh, i am totally going to Study Away (not Abroad) next spring '08 at NYU. thats the plan anyways. and i am OH-SO-EXCITED! stuff to do!!! Broadway!!! boys!!! ;-) i think it will be an amazing experience, especially because i might want to end up living there, so to be able to experience NY without worrying about a job or rent, etc. would be fantastic. this is all assuming they will accept me, and the flake himself (matt) doesnt flake again on me. but yea, yay!
kk, acting journals need to be done!
Dan
