oh boy...

The month of April is going to be a whirlwind! This upcoming week will be enough of an example:

Friday: Social Psych exam, Signature activity, a special visitor arrives(!), CHOOSE YOUR OWN THEME PARTAY at the Love Shack (i.e. my house)!

Saturday: Pledge Dance Party at the Unit: "If You Can Dodge a Wrench..."

Sunday: Dodgeball Tournament for TDX's Philanthropy, the parents come, more chillin' w/ the special visitor/fam, CLUE WEEK BEGINS (hmmm, this might be interesting, mixing my parents and clue week...)

Monday: Parents leave, class, drive to DC, CHRISTINA AGUILERA CONCERT W/ PETER (2ND ROW!!!!!!), drive back, crash

Tuesday: class, etc.

Wednesday: Spanish midterm

Thursday: Philosophy test, REVELATION

Friday: Drew comes for the weekend!

LORD, THIS IS INSANE!

weeeeeeee

bring on the WARM WEATHER!!!!!!!1


ps. Sanjaya sucks. Melinda is the love of my life.

Fin.

TDX

They call me Fergalicious.

i'm what???

i learned in Personality Theory yesterday (we did one of those 5-Trait Questionnaires) that I am extremely high in Agreeableness (98th percentile), which about right to me. But then I found that i am almost as high in Neuroticosm/Emotional Instability (87th percentile), which surprised me alot...until i thought about it.

just look over my blog and you will see that my mood changes like woah. i struggle alot with that. i am easily upset by things, yet easily cheered up. alot of this is based on other people. people have the ability to affect my mood so much that it is almost frightening. the smallest act of kindness never goes unnoticed, but i am just as easily upset if i get the tiniest feeling of being disliked, etc. This isn't something I do on purpose; most of it happens beneath the surface and there's really nothing I can do. I have gotten better at dealing with the mood changes, but I'm nowhere near perfect at it. Its a constant project. But I am determined to work on it.

It sucks being an emotional guy.

Annie = my hero

Reason #4,562 why Annie is my hero: when two dumbasses tried to cause trouble because they were jealous that I looked so damn good in a dress during Campus Golf (gooo Team Pimp 'n' Hoes!!!), Annie leapt to my rescue, despite being quite under the influence and thus, less eloquent than she would choose. At one point, in the middle of the screaming match (it was Annie against TWO big ole assholes), Anne whipped this out:

Dumbass #1: So how'd you rip your pants? Climbing over a fence?
Annie: Yea, on the way to your Mom's bed!

Fantastic! Girl, I love you more than you could possibly know. And you know I'd be right there for you, god-forbid anyone tried to cause any problems (we could take anyone down!)

i give up

i am not ok right now. everthing just crashed down around me, and i'm suffocating and i don't know when it will all just stop. i don't even know how it happened so suddenly. how can everything collapse so quickly? Before i even knew.

why does my heart hurt so much, when i've never even felt my heart before?