time for change
i think i am going to be going easy on drinking for a little while. I have heard some things from others about my usual behavior when I drink, and it is very unsettling. I apparently become very blatant and transparent when I drink, and I am just not ok with that. It is very scary to know that I have little control over yourself, especially considering that I do not notice this lack of control. I have also done some things I am very not proud of while too drunk that have been relatively detrimental to me. I have suffered the consequences (read: absolute mortification), and it is time that I learn from them.
I am saying in no way that I will stop drinking; however I do plan on trying to limit it a bit. which i am sure will not be very easy considering my friends, but I will make it work.
Or attempt to do so.


4 Comments:
I think that after something embarassing we all feel that way. Don't stop because of others but do it for yourself. Sometimes we all need a reprieve from intoxication. I love you baby cakes.
-Mama G
12:24 AM
haha thanks for understanding
i guess it's me learning a little about myself and what i'd like to study and also being freaked out at professors who stop learning and keep teaching their classes like it's the 50's
how are YOUR classes??? any crazy asian men??
8:22 PM
BOOOO
-big
10:08 AM
ok, update please.
kthx!
ps. text me every 5
2:02 AM
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