Post of Randomiety

So its exam week. yay!!!

not.


I have taken 2 of my 4 exams (plus a paper...that starts TOMORROW). I am done with Spanish (til 201 next semester) and Gender and Society. I will actually miss G&S. It opened my eyes up to a new way of looking at things. The discussions we had were often entertaining and enlightening. though it got old when we talked about how men and white people are evil, etc. I AGREE, but it just stopped being fun after a while, considering I am both. BUT, when we got to sexuality, it got fun, cuz everything wasn't my fault, finally. Either way, I'll miss the class. Hopefully, I will get to take another Soc class here.

My apartment is the new Joey's Basement. I LOVE IT. i really enjoy people being over all the time. I get NO work done, but i enjoy it.


sometimes i worry though. i feel like sometimes people just use me for my house and my car. i enjoy the fact that these things allow me to attract new friends, but it worries me that sometimes the friendship is based only on me having them. i don't know...

Also, i don't understand something else. its something i've been wrestling with alot lately. i wish i knew how other people see me. what i look like to them. how they perceive me in general. because sometimes i dont understand why i am alone. my crushes are almost always fruitless, and i know that everyone has crushes that will never come to fruition, but i just feel like its becoming my thing. do i subconsciously pick people i know i can't have? or do i have a higher taste level than i should? i don't know. maybe its just the way i act when i like people. i know that it would be a lie to say that no one ever has a crush on me. i just wish that once in a while (more often than is now occurring), my crush would feel the same way.

enough of that. off my chest. done. fin.


everyone around me plays NeoPets. it needs to stop.

i don't want to do my Philosophy paper. like, at all.

My summer is going to be INSANE:
Exams end: May 15
Romania: May 18 - June 3
Home: June 3 - June 9
Orlando (babysitting): June 9 - June 16
Home: June 16 - June 19
CANCUN!!!!!!: June 19-June 26
Back to Williamsburg until at least August to find SOMEWHERE to work.

I am reeeeeeeeeaallly excited about this summer, but it is so stressful right now, what with my service trip and trying to find a job. should be QUITE the summer!


the ants seem to have subsided (finally), but it only cost $175...

there was a brown widow spider living in my outlet. that is SO not ok with me.


I still don't know what I am doing with the rest of my life. i really feel like i should know, but i just dont. maybe the Business Block next semester will help me figure it out.


Oh, I also don't know where i am going to go abroad next spring. I am currently choosing between London or Sydney, but am having the hardest time picking. pros and cons to come at a later date. feel free to suggest in the meantime though!

Ok, enough. I just needed to relieve some of my boredom, as well as get some stuff off of my chest. so thanks for reading!!!