yay break

So...break is nice so far.

I hung around school for a bit, just to get to chill with friends, sleep in and party at night. Had a great time, but came home on Friday to see family.

I do love being home. My parents are awesome. They refuse to keep me on a leash when I am home. They take me to meals, let me do my thing and I love them for it. I get along well with my siblings much better now that I am away, so its nice to see them as we have little/no contact when I am at school. I love my friends (though there are really only a few I like to see when I am home and they know who they are).

Its just...

I guess I am not really the same person I was when I graduated high school. Who is, I guess, but it seems significant. I talked to my mom about it, and she acknowledged that I have 'evolved' while at school, which makes being home difficult. In high school, I spent so much time at home, in my room. I hung out with friends here and there, but not every day. I watched tv, read, talked to people on aim, etc.

Now, at school, I am much more active socially. Rarely am I content sitting in my apartment for long periods of time. I crave activity. I like to go out, hang with friends, smoke, drink, enjoy life. I am on the move, constantly, and I have grown to need this activity. So being home, chillin and waiting for plans to spring up is really difficult. My family is constantly doing their own thing. My siblings have their own friends who they are with all the time. If not, they are playing basketball, with my parents in tow. My parents have their own errands to run, as well as work, etc.

So I make due, but its weird.

Anyways, I have had a good time since being home. Late night Minella's trip with Drew, Laura and the rest of the sophomores. Last night was one of the more fun nights I've had at home in a while. Laura, Mike, Jesse and I played kings, watched Mean Girls (complete with a drinking game), got drunk and had a good time. I may or may not have kissed a boy, but it was all in good fun for both of us, nothing more. In general, I guess I just like drinking with friends. This may or not make me an alcoholic (see previous post, I think), but whetev, its cool when you are in college, right?

I will be pretty busy this break. Christmas will involve family obligations, then Drew's birthday, then the Bermans come up for a week from Florida. Peter gets back from the British Virgin Islands (JEALOUS) on the 30th, and I am so stoked for New Years with him and the DC houghs. More hanging with the cousins til I go to NYC for a CitiGroup friends and family reception and hanging with Peter and more of his friends. Then I'll be saying goodbye again and headed back to school to work at OG for a while to make money for the next semester. In there, I need to see friends more, buy Christmas presents for a ridic amound of people, and sleep. So yea, I'll be busy.

I'm gonna get back to watching Live Free or Die Hard with Kev.

mwah.