tru shrug

my toe really hurts. like really bad. but i can tell that people are annoyed with me talking about it, so i am trying to stop. but honestly, when your toe is swollen to twice its usual size, the nail is pure purple and the base is completely black, something is wrong. it will go away soon...i hope.


also, i have had a bit of a relapse. not good.

Looks like I made a mess again
Heartbreak everywhere I step
This fire is getting hot again
But I touch the flame ‘cause I’m a curious cat
Creeping where I don’t belong
Finding out what I knew all along
Crying all alone
And it’s all my fault, all my fault


i'm being stupid. i don't want to talk about it. well, i do, but i'd rather it all just go away and talking about it makes it more real, so i don't know what i want.



also, this is not as big a deal as i am making it, so don't worry :-)